Kaizen Chaos

Well, I’m just going to go ahead and admit it. Angie was right; doing Project 365 is hard. I didn’t think I’d give up so quickly though! I’m very disappointed in myself. Yet on the other hand, I’m proud of myself for letting go of something in order to focus on other important things (i.e., work, school and working on college financial aid, the wedding, etc.) So, I guess I can’t get down on myself too much.

Plus, I feel like crap again. I wasn’t sleeping very well and felt a sore throat coming on last night. This morning I woke up being fully sick. Sore throat and achy all over. Possibly the flu? I don’t know. I sort of feel guilty going to work not knowing if I am contagious or not, but I tried to stay away from everyone just in case. Because I also feel guilty staying home sick. What the hell is my problem with all this guilt?! Nonsense, I tell ya.

Blah. I did at least cancel our dinner plans with friends. And I’m disappointed about that but all I want to do is sit here on the couch until I feel better. My boys snoozed with me for awhile before they started to get on my nerves. So I sent them back outside and here I am surfing away. I realized I’ve been dwindling on my blogging as well. Too tired, too little to say I guess. I need to get back into the swing of things but I’m afraid that might not be so easy with the new semester of school just starting. Have to wait and see I guess.

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